Renesmee Carly Cullen Swan

I LOVE YOU

The ring represents the love....forever ....

CRAZIER

I've never gone with the wind,
just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door,
there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but
I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything
You lift my feet off the ground

You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you
made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

ohBaby you showed me what livin' is for
I don't wanna hide anymore..

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier,
crazier, crazier

confused

tell me somebody ...whats going on... i'm the blurest human on earth now...i don't even know what he says is true or false..well i'm not posting any of what he says ...but i'm very very blur..confused...angry...upset.... name it...

MAP Camp ...

map camp

it was the most fun and also painfull camp.....my body was aching ..but i enjoy myself...it was worth the pain ...futhermore..there is a hot guy...even li yin can't get over him ...haha

at bukit tinggi ...long time ago

my beautifull flowers

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bad day

obviosly is me

claire claire n me






big foot

her hand

posing

brought my fon to sch

really ...i think my life is like a story book...there's bad and also good... i dunno wether i should like it or not ...

worst day of my life

nothin to blog about juzzz today is the worst day of my life ...sooo damn freaking malang

Love at 1st sight

there was this girl and this guy .... the girl didn't know the guy at 1st so did the guy...the guy also doesn't know anything about this girl...this guy was one year older than the girl ... once a friend gave the girl the guys phone number ...then the girl buid up some courage to send this guy a message... the girl said hi ...then the guy replied hi...who is this ...this is the beginning of a story... so the girl introduce herself to the guy while the guy also introduced himself to the girl... while they were introducing themself the guy ask the girl what class was she from ... the girl told him and the very next day the guy came to the class and look for her with his friends ... the girl was devastated.... speechless...futhermore shy... both the girl and guy turn bright red immediately... thier friend were pushing them and out of nowhere there was this guy ...he said"why don't you guys say hi " then the girl said hi followed by the guy ...on the other hand... when the girl look at the guy .. the girl immediately fells in love with him but the guy didn't know... after a few weeks the guy suddenly realise that the girl had fallen in love wit him immediately he send a message to the girl saying"don't wast you time on me and your self it will never happen" the girl immediately broke down into tears...this when on for at least 2 days ...and in that 2 days , the guy didn't even talk to the girl... after that ... the girl bring herself up to tell the guy that she doesn't like him anymore ...and when she does that ,the guy started to talk to her again...the girl was sooo happy but what she said was a lie but the guy didn't know and the girl didn't and never want the guy to know until the time is right .... today the guy and the girl are quite close friens n thier friend got a name for them the guy is edward and the girl is bella... and the girl .. she hopes that the guy will love her one day..

Tear stained face

Tears poured down,When his words came out.Everything he said, Was just another doubt.

She was never good enough,Not even for her.But now her dreams,Flew by broken by a slur.

He said he loved her,Then took it right back!He said he cared,But said it to attack!

One tear at a time,Stained her pretty face.No one knew she was so fragile,Like a thin piece of lace.

She stared at the knife,As a tear hit the ground,Would she dare use it,When it once spread her feelings around ?

She used to cut but stopped.And was happy for a while.But he killed her!With his first smile.

She wondered why,He would make her cry?Make her not want to live,But die?

With a tear stained face,She took her life.Killed herself,With an already used knife.

She did it for love,Her tears said it all,He was her depression,When he pretened to fall.

No more tears,On her tear stained face,Nothing left,But her missery that took place!

a story from my heart

I once heard a story straight from the heartAbout a girl and how her world began to fall apartIt all started when she met the boy that made her life completeJust thinking of him made her heart skip a beatThey were the couple everyone wanted to beThere were no imperfections as either one could seeAs the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less awareOf how often life turns out to be unfairUntil one day she finally gave inShe realized there was no way she could winShe said I'm sorry but i have to let you goAs he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering noWhen she turned around a tear slid down her cheekHe just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speakThe next few days were the hardest at homeShe truly felt she was all aloneHer mom pushed in her face how she had wonHer dad said "i knew he was just another one"Her sister said "come on you'll be ok"And her brother just tried to stay awayAt school it was like her friends weren't even thereNone of them seemed to really careHer life had no more color, just black and whiteEven getting out of bed turned into a fightDespite their tries things just weren't like beforeThen he decided "i don't wanna try anymore"At that she tried to cut him outBut the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shoutWhen she saw him that day she could no longer just walk byAnd before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi"He looked up and said "so now we're talking?"She just smiled and join his walkingEveryday they talked a little moreAnd everyday she began to like him a little less then beforeAs the months passed by she became more and more awareAbout how its ok life's unfairBecause eventually everything becomes your pastBut your memories will always lastAnd with that i hope you seeNot all love is meant to beBut hold on and don't give inStand tall, hold up your chinAnd believe me when i sayThe right one will come one dayHe'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever seeI know this because..this is a story all about me...***I'm really flattered that everyone likes this poem so much, but i would highly appreciate it if you didn't copy it or put it on any of your web pages. this is my poem and i would like it to stay private because people are starting to think I'm the one who copied it.***

sad case

hey everyone... i'm trying like 2 like forget about him... but its like sooo freaking hard... the sooner i forget abt him the better ... he doesn't like even like me... sooo sad ... sooo depreased.. i dun even know why or how did i fall in love with him... yes he is a gud guy but i dun think he will be a good boyfriend.... i am sad now... but i hope that i will get over this feeling soon... i pray for guidance .... help me ... i dun know how am i going to forget about him ... but i will try my very best .... he is like the 1st guy that i am sooo into... i dun understand why... anyways .... birthday party... i need sudgeations... help me ... somebody.... everyone is invited ... it is on 10 december... but not sure yet...will confirm it soon...invitation cards will be given...not to worry...everything will be controled by me ,claire ,wei wern and the most important the organizer stefanie .... yay... hahaha

haiyayaya

haiyoo... wat a day ... i dun even know wether he like anybody or not ... hais ...... sad case ... is he in love ... is he not... i'm like speechless now ... i like him sososo much ...but i dun even know whether he has a girlfriend or not .... speechless laaaaaaaaaaa .... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

what a day ...

eee yer ... that stupid guy ..... what did he tell him la... if i see him ... i'm gonna tear him into half laaaaa.... ishh.... stupid man... yay ... i'm gonna have my birthday party this year... and it's gonna be a big one ... yay i'm sososo happy ... still planing who to invite ... it's sure gonna be very fun... i hope sooo... hope the planning goes well .... not sure wanna do it in nov or dec... still thinking about it...

happy happy

sad case .... sooooo long didn't blog edi ... anywayzzzz.... i'm like in seven heaven man .... i got to know him.... he ask my name .... he talk to me..... he came and look 4 me in my class .... haisss.... i'm sosososos happy ......